Perfect By Nature

A long quiet huff blew out of her nose from the back of her throat as her head slightly waved around like it was a spike, as if she was reliving something behind her closed eyes. No, Stolas didn't do anything. He wasn't the problem, Fia was. As much as it may not have been her fault, she felt like she ruined everything. She couldn't find a better time to bust out and come back home, she let herself get taken in the first place. How could someone like her be restrained so easily? She never thought as herself or anyone of her immediately family to be weak, but this happened to her. Having it out of her control messed her up more than the things that actually happened.

"He was too soft." Was all she could give as an explanation. In turn meaning, Stolas was too kind. Kind for her. Maybe a part of her felt like she didn't deserve him. The happily ever after especially after all that had happened. At the very least it was too soon for her to sit and face the problems. Talk it out with him, tell him what was really bothering her. She just couldn't bring herself to look at him anymore. Not right now.

After a short moment, Fia's face crunched into itself, easily noticeable as a look of emotional pain. Probably one Avacyn had never expected to see on her sister. Fia reached out a paw quickly to take Avacyn's. When her dark eyes opened though, she wasn't seeking her sister's. Instead looking at the space between them like she was reliving something somewhere else other than being here with her, "I had to fucking kill them." Her voice was cold, almost emotionless like she didn't feel anything despite the fighting look on her face just a few seconds prior. It could have been the drink that was making her seem bipolar on the matter, but really it was the alcohol that made it easier to get out without hiding, and without losing her mind.

"Fiametta"