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The Divine Calling [LUDI CLAIM]



Ameiva


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12-15-2013, 12:35 AM





She watched as wolf after wolf pooled in to the song of a new era. Her tail flicked angrily behind her as all the lud wolves began wander around her. They were surrounding her and she felt her heart slamming against her chest. The rage was like a sickness, consuming all that was good in her, and yet the words struck a deeper chord. Her outer appearance would reflect her disgust. Her ears pulled back in defense and her lips curled in a silent snarl. She listened to the words the alpha spoke to her. She spoke of the divine.

A flash of her mother speaking to her and her siblings crossed her mind. She spoke of Cerberus. He watched over them all. He collected the dead and brought them back again in a new life. He was their god and she put her faith in him completely. She had said if she prayed hard enough he would give her guidance but that god had forsaken her. He had stolen everything that meant anything to her. Isolated her from all that she loved and made her into this rage filled monster. She had been made for a different path but was it too late?

?I wonder if you are high.? She said blandly, yet she couldn?t mask the compulsion in her gaze, the recognition of the divine. Song had struck a nerve in the youth. Perhaps even given her a hint of hope and yet she dismissed it. She turned her back and looked over her shoulder at Song. ?What your Pack history did to me. Has condemned me. I am unworthy of saving.?She said with a growl. but Cerberus help me I do seek guidance.she thought. It was how she felt. Unworthy. She was nothing and meant nothing to anyone. Her father was dead. Her brothers gone, and her younger siblings knew nothing of her, all but Neios. Her mother was fighting a losing battle and she was lost.

?My name is not Ameiva. It is Syn. Know it well.? She said with finality. She simply wanted to know how the pack was run. She wanted to know if she would walk the same selfish path as Jupiter. Yet part of her longed for someone to force the change on her, to ease the rage inside her heart, to bring her home. How could she find home without them? Without her family? How could she call the enemy that had destroyed everything she lived for, everything she wanted, her home?

-exit Syn unless stopped.




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