could you be my savior? [Dhiren]
12-15-2013, 10:10 AM
The tears were a painful reminder of the grief that still infected her. Her rage had become her armor. How did she peel it back, scale by scale, if she knew nothing other then this? She closed her eyes as his voice filled her ears. Something was odd about her reactions. Was it because she was so close to being an adult? Would every male affect her the same way? She couldn?t think into it, her mind was still blinded by her rage to notice the small things. The insignificant and yet magnificent things that life could bring. She knew nothing but angst. Even her brother suffered from the rage like some family plague that followed them, haunting them, and consuming who they were individually. Her ear pulled backwards, towards his voice, and she turned to look at him. Her violet eyes were alight with her past anger. Her fur bristled as she eyed him, suspicion in her gaze, as her teeth bared at him. A part of her, some long ago burned but sweet part, wanted to laugh and enjoy the feelings that lingered inside her but the darkness didn?t want to be set free. No. It would take her and she would forget who she was and be what it wanted her to be. ?You say that but didn?t she follow her before? She had been apart of the pack when it all happened. The blood of my family might not be on your paws but what of your mother? I wonder if she knew. If that bitch sol told the pack what she had done to my family. How could they stand by her after that?? she asked, she wanted answers so badly. Truly they could not all be bad? She truly wanted something to believe in. She looked at him and her ears fell back. ?What if she comes back? What if she wants to take the crown from your mother and be the Sol again? What then?? she demanded, her anger was rising inside her again. She couldn?t be let down again. Everything had burned and if she put faith in something, someone, what if it failed her? He had spoken of foundation but whom did she know? She had met no one really. Except for him. And her violet eyes flickered with her sassy disposition. ?Tsk, you just want me to stick around and entertain you Maggot.? She said with a laugh. Yet part of her wondered if he really did want her to stay. Did he want her to stay to better her situation or for him? She found it amusing he knew her name but she didn?t know his and it seemed her nickname was sticking in her mind for him. It was amusing how fowl her names were for others, her brother Salamander was Fairy Fart but she used that term as a term of endearment most times. She wondered where he was, where Bas was. |