When your heart splits open [Song]
12-15-2013, 03:03 PM
Lead me out of the darkness. Strengthen and protect the voice that makes no sound. Suffer and bleed for me. Pulled from the hell that is in me. Set me free. She stood on the brim of freedom, the double-edged sword that wielded her fate. Could she really surrender to it? He had asked her to stay and here she was. Why? Her violet gaze shifted towards the stars in all their glory. Why had their light never touched her? Why had his divine guidance never crossed her forsaken ears? Did he speak to her? If she listened hard enough would she hear his voice? Her mother said once before that if she dreamed. If she kept her faith, he would speak with her. Why couldn?t she see her soul in those stars? Did she have one anymore. She pulled her head away. Dismissing the guidance she was seeking from her maker. She would keep the act of being heartless. She would be here. She would stay and belong but would she ever really be alive again? She was so confused. She curled her tail tightly around her legs as she hung her head down. Her heart was thumping in her chest. What was she doing? These wolves were her enemy weren?t they? They had blood on their paws. The blood of her family! She could feel her lungs burning with the rage that often suffocated her. Her breath increased in speed and her heart felt like a frightened bird slamming into its cage, over and over, until it would finally break something. ?Why do you forsaken me?? she whimpered. Her eyes were glittering with her rage as she turned her head back towards the heavens. ?You have brought me to the enemy! Made me linger here. Why? For him?? she asked, she could feel her heart jump at the mere thought of that face. She snarled in response to herself. He was her enemy, they were her enemy, and she did not belong here! ?Is this worth the journey? I don?t think I know my way anymore. Do I let my heart settle here? Or is my heart so lost to the fire?? she said softly, she was so confused. She allowed herself to fall and laid her head on her paws. Why did he never answer her? The path she saw, it was so clear, but she wanted to stray. Just a little bit, past the point of no return. She was tired of feeling the weight of her hatred. She had become so use to being alone. She was so use to depending on no one. Maybe this was it? maybe she could embrace it. Speech, |
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