Catch up?

The sand under his feet almost felt like he’d melt into them. Here he was with her and in the back of his mind he didn’t think he deserved it. He wanted to spare her the details of his life but at the same time wanted to say how much he’d done. Eraithus had become a heavily depressed individual after he death he knew that. "Blessing a man like me surely didn’t deserve. For what sort of husband couldn’t protect his wife when she needed it most. And in the end Sparrow was the one who avenged you not me." but did it matter now? He’d moved on, to another life it seemed and as she continued to talk he felt like he was young all over again.

Wife he deserved? No recluse had been… everything to him. And maybe that was why he’d fallen apart when she left, why he kept tripping when he grasped at feelings and straws that just weren’t there. "I never stopped either…. Without you I truly think I am broken." he smiled. Pride welled in his chest. He neither cared about Recluse romantic interactions. He believed in loving more than one, connections and feelings were ever changing. So at least he’d share something he thought she would be proud of. "Enki is an alpha now. Leading his own flock. My what a meek boy turned into." oh but Nirah had denounced him and ran off. He certainly hoped he was doing well.