A Valorian pup![1 available]

WIP (not rlly but in case i change stuff)

Pup name: Lysanias (Greek, means grief, sorrow, distress, or trouble) or Deirdre (Irish Gaelic, means sorrowful or broken-hearted)
Gender: Male
Alignment: true neutral
Design:

Appearance:
The boy comes to stand at 32 inches at his shoulder, his stature much larger than his mother's but smaller than that of his father's. His form however is coated in thick muscling, even apparent as a pup. Clear to the world that he would not be meek when it came to his physical prowess. He is built onto long legs, speed, and endurance a dear friend of his. His face was narrow and fluffy. His coat is overall quite short but it provides him with enough warmth come winter, and enough breathability come desolate summer.

His body is split in half, black battling for his right side with a matching red eye that stands out. It speaks of danger, strife, and something dimmer. Now if you were to approach him from his left you would see a much softer appearance, beautiful blonde browns coating his fur. Lighter markings adorning his underside, maw and tail. Darker browns layered upon his shoulder, rear, and certain parts of his face.

He will smell of nothing at first, a scent so unremarkable it is remarkable. Maybe it will change as he grows, or maybe it will stay bland and bleak. (Maybe I can scavenge for a minor mutation for this ?)
Personality:
The male is no pushover, but he is not confrontational either. He is straight forward and blunt, a deliverer of words sometimes better left unsaid. He will look at the world with pessimism. He is cynical and skeptical of the world and the people in it, his perspective is harsh and hard to change. He will grow to have many walls that will be hard to break down.

Those he cares for he will come to view with a care and love so deeply that he will sacrifice all he has for them, he will put his life on the line if it means they live another day even in a world he may grow to despise. He believes himself to be a pawn in this world, not just for his father but for the problems that life throws his way.

He does not know how to express his love or care through words, coming to be overly alright with affection. Gentle touches and caresses are shown in a way that is not quite hidden, strangers may find themselves confused by his lack of boundaries. Having a mother who was minimized to the way she could show her love for her children shaped him into being someone who will show he cares and is listening in being overbearing with his love physically. People he finds himself close to will be in for a great deal of touching, whether it be platonically, romantically, or intimately. He does not mind using his body to show his affection.

The boy will not be prideful but he will not think less of himself either. In his eyes he simply is. How he acts, how he lives, and how he is treated are all small things to him. In the greater scheme of things he will either be nothing or something, the way it falls does not seem to matter to him. He is a very "it is what is" type of man. He is incredibly bleak and a possibly bland character, not eager to please but not caring enough to disappoint. His actions can sway in either direction.

The only time emotions seem to come strongly to the man is when he fights, no matter if it's a sparring match, a lesson, or for something far greater are met with the same reverence. He battles with a thirst for blood, a thirst to bleed, and a need to damage and be damaged. He will not find scars or maims a thing to shy away from.. As long as it doesn't hinder whatever quality of life he already has. He cannot find it in himself to maim or injure someone in a way that hinders them, he will not do what has been done to his mother without reason.
Plans?: I'd wanna talk to yall about it I'm real bad at coming up with ideas without like help
Skills: Fighting & ??? not sure yet gonna check out stats and stuff later