For my confusion and anger, I'm still uncertain

Nako trudged through the snow towards the place where his family's den lay on the crest of the hill, the den his father had dug with his bare paws and bore the scars of experience, with a lax, almost carefree demeanor. Nako was forever a bastard child, born unto a father that liked personal freedom to get the most out of life, and the young grey wolf was no different regarding the sense of wanderlust that constantly caused his mismatched eyes to gaze at the horizon and wonder what was over there.

Bane had left one day and had never returned, a fact that he never got to say goodbye was a ache in the young lupines heart. A sense of longing had overtaken Nako, and there was no doubt about the fact that his father was over the horizon, past the border and waiting for him. By the feathers in his fur and the mark on his shoulder Nako was certain that Bane had plans for him. As the young wolf passed a tree into the clearing he looked back and let out a sigh. The bloodied moon mark...

A set of multiple paw prints leading away from the right of the den had revealed where his family had gone while he had been away and Nako, with nothing else to really do except wait for his fathers summons, decided to follow them. With the energy of a youngster Nako ran down the slope and towards his family, worried that they might have... well, something bad. Nako, after a dozen or so more bounds through the snow, stopped, his heart thumping in his chest as a realization dawned upon him.

Was his father gone because of him?

A shiver of anger wracked through his body, Nako letting out a snarl as he swiped his paws together across a tree that was had been within close proximity. Was he to be banished too? Nako hadn't been apart of Seracia, not even from the beginning when Bane had lay him in-between his mother side and his sire's own in the den. He had never belonged to the pack. Nako bit into the tree and pulled off the bark with a sharp, backwards jerk of his head. An enraged cry torn from his maw as he slammed his head into the tree repeatedly in helplessness. So confused was Nako, for he wanted to to go with Bane after their talk when he was taken, and yet his father was gone now for something he didn't mind happening in his life at that point.

The young wolf stopped and gave a shiver at the feeling of blood trickling into his eyes. Was he even accepted into the pack? Nako rubbed away the blood from his head and balanced snow between his ears as he gave a call for the one he felt had answers.