take off your skin

volatile, a wave of rash emotion consumed the beast. disgust, first and foremost, mingled with heinous self pity and then finally confusion. he had known at the time that it was necessary for him to leave his family for his own safety, but now here he was - alone and nothing to do. he had no purpose, but he needed a purpose. of course he knew his father would be pleased with him being out of the family business, everyone had always wanted a different path for him. it seemed like they finally won out in the end. or at least for now.

left without a purpose - left him to sink eventually to violent means. and while he was for violence only when necessary, his boredom often left him no other choice. he had no enemies to eliminate, his desires had been sated for now. of course, he had urges - but he was fully in control of his. a moment was taken to pause a take note of his surroundings before he continued on. wandering aimlessly. no angel present to distract the male from his sinful wishes.

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