Hi There

*Loccian* · 03-18-2013, 03:54 PM

His question, if Loccian did not have control of herself, would have caused the shewolf to freeze. It was unexpected, both just asking and from him saying she was easy to talk to. It made her happy to know he thought so but at the same time she was a bit bothered by it. Yes she was easy to talk to, on her good days but there were times where she would fall into random bouts of depression and completely avoid her packmates. Of course she was careful at those times, making sure she was around when needed. Other than that, she just had a bit of a hard time talking to others because she wasn't use to it in her birthpack. carrion did not allow it. With a light sigh she looked over at the young male for a brief moment before looking away, her tone changing into something somebody could identify as sadness or loneliness. I... it's complicated to explain. Was all she said, head lowering while they walked.

How could she explain to this young wolf what she had to go through as a child, the physical and mental abuse from her adoptive mother and the disownment from her father. Brothers either ignoring her completely or ditching her for a female. How could she explain that she didn't really trust wolves because they did one of those things, not bothering to show her any kindness or any sign of love. She was jealous, that was why he was nice to those around her when they actually did stop to talk to her. All she wanted, was to feel like somebody cared.

After a few moments she took a deep breath, coming to a stop just a couple yards from where their location was. She thought about what she would say, grey eyes falling upon Maverick's green ones. I don't talk to most because I don't wanna go up to them and just be turned away like I was nothing, it happened... a lot in my birthpack. So I just wait till somebody comes up to me, then I know they are making an effort to acknowledge my existence. She explained to him, having looked away when she began. It was, embarrassing to explain to him and as soon the words had left her mouth she regreted it. Why would he want to hear that, why would anyone want to hear another wolf complaining.

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