Drowning [Birch]

Quote:Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

?owyn listened as the male agreed to the disgust she had felt inside for years. She felt like she owed some sort of explanation as to why these traditions were in place back in he birth pack. However she lost all her words when his paw slid over to hers. She wasn't quite sure about what he was doing or what anything meant for the split second. Then he realized that he had made a somewhat flirtatious gesture and he pulled back. She gave a small sigh as she tried to remember what she was going to talk about before he did that. If she ever needed assistance? She could use assistance in her goal but he was just a rouge she had just met. She needed more detail, substance.

?owyn thought of what she was suppose to say. "My birth pack had the belief that men were the only true heirs. My brother was the first born of my parents first litter which granted him the right to the throne. He was too timid to lead. Even he knew that he wouldn't be a good leader and so he left. My parents blamed me because I 'outshone' him. At least that was what they told me. I just wish that someday I could make things right in my line of blood. Part of me just wants to lead. But with leading, making sure that I don't do anything completely stupid like they did." She explained as she gazed at him.

?o thought of something else to say. "Have you ever felt like your history defines you? Like the things in your past are what your judged for rather than who you actually are? I want to get away from all that." She whispered right before he told her there was no mistake. "Thank you Sir Birch. It was a common name from my homeland."