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Asheni


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03-19-2013, 02:22 PM
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The dame did not wish to test her luck with this gents patience, it was why she had gotten straight to the point. She was not sure how her presence, suddenly and without warning, would be taken. Disgust? Anger? Disinterest? The small healer knew not. She would take the kindness offered by the young male while she could. She did not know how Cairo would react to her, it had been... many a season since she had so much as breathed the name Valhalla, much less drew anywhere near its borders.

Her confidence wavered slightly as he spoke, had she truly driven a wolf to abandon its home? Just how much damage had she caused? No... no she was here to apologize. Not to fall into self grievances. She smiled gently at the kind words that graced her ears. Where had such a gent been when she was first introduced here? She would have been hard pressed to leave if she had met more souls like him, but that was neither here nor there.

"Your kindness and your aide are both far more than I deserve. Thank you for your hospitality." She smiled brightly at the young wolf, happy, at least, that she had not thus far been met with tooth and claw. Perhaps she really could make amends. Do something right for once in her life. She was trying to be better, honestly trying. She shook her head animatedly at his suggestion. "Oh... you needn't trouble yourself with me! If you have more pressing matters to attend to by all means!" Guilt crept along her spine as she realized he was now wasting his time with her. "Synestro went by no other name that I know of." She murmured distractedly, her gaze shifting as Cairo emerged from the trees to approach them.

She winced at his harsh words, but had she expected any less? No, not really. She steadied her nerves and forced herself to breathe. She had come here to make amends, not to cower away in fear. She could be strong! She could do this damn it! She moved to draw a touch closer, but thought better of it and placed the paw back in the dirt.

"Cairo I... what I did was wrong. I broke the treaty, you had every right to meet me with aggression and Synestro he... he was a wonderful soul and it is my fault for whatever has happened to him. I was young and I was stupid and immature and scared and I let my own fear claim me." She stopped when she realized she was rambling, biting her lip hard enough to make it bleed before continuing. "I came to beg for forgiveness if you will have it. I cannot change the past but I am trying to change the future."





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