Sound of the Waves
01-21-2014, 07:02 PM
It was curious how the other said she had noting to apologize for, after all such behavior was unlike her. Then again the other did not know that, even if she did so few wolves understood keeping everything under control and how valuable it was. Isabella paused a moment feeling conflict within, to be free, to have fun, to relax all things she saw as weak yet all things she was doing this day and enjoying. To be empty, cold,and in control, all things she valued and saw as things that protected her.
Her head shook slowly thinking, perhaps it could be like her pack, perhaps there were those she could relax around, be 'weak' around. If so it would make it harder to be 'strong' around others, a good challenge indeed. The inner debate pulled at her, shouted at her to be one way or the other but she knew that would be foolish. "Those moments, when I am alone or when I am with friends, friends like the kind alpha then I can stop being strong. To run for so long then to stop suddenly makes it more of a challenge to run next time, and in the end brings strength. Friends, self, Ocean, and some day Pack. Those things I can relax around and even make it a part of training to better myself."
Isabella just could not admit to herself relaxing felt good, it was fun and it was such a relief. At least now she could not, maybe in the past, and maybe again in the future but not for the moment. Her thoughts and inner struggle were shattered by a splash, one of the dolphins had come over to her. Isabella was confused rather than angry but when the dolphin squeaked in that odd way it had she could tell it was having fun. So for now, she would to, after all the creatures seemed to have a smile on their muzzles all time time, and they seemed healthy. For now, with a friend, the Ocean and those that lived in it she could have fun. Moving out a little further Isabella pawed at the water, splashing forward as she walked before jumping and landing like a fox, sending a splash the dolphins's way.
Her head shook slowly thinking, perhaps it could be like her pack, perhaps there were those she could relax around, be 'weak' around. If so it would make it harder to be 'strong' around others, a good challenge indeed. The inner debate pulled at her, shouted at her to be one way or the other but she knew that would be foolish. "Those moments, when I am alone or when I am with friends, friends like the kind alpha then I can stop being strong. To run for so long then to stop suddenly makes it more of a challenge to run next time, and in the end brings strength. Friends, self, Ocean, and some day Pack. Those things I can relax around and even make it a part of training to better myself."
Isabella just could not admit to herself relaxing felt good, it was fun and it was such a relief. At least now she could not, maybe in the past, and maybe again in the future but not for the moment. Her thoughts and inner struggle were shattered by a splash, one of the dolphins had come over to her. Isabella was confused rather than angry but when the dolphin squeaked in that odd way it had she could tell it was having fun. So for now, she would to, after all the creatures seemed to have a smile on their muzzles all time time, and they seemed healthy. For now, with a friend, the Ocean and those that lived in it she could have fun. Moving out a little further Isabella pawed at the water, splashing forward as she walked before jumping and landing like a fox, sending a splash the dolphins's way.