THERE IS MAYHEM TO MAKE

OOC: I am crying as I write this, just so you know.

She could feel the change in demeanor as his body reacted to her fear, she heard his voice, soft as a whisper in her ears. As he shifted to be closer, she pressed her delicate cranium into his chest. Her body shook as she fought back a tidal wave of emotion, not wanting Loki to see her like this. His tongue caressed her forehead affectionately, and she couldn't help it anymore. Sobs racked her body as salty tears drained from her mismatched eyes and stained her cheeks. Burying her face in Loki's velveteen chest fluff, she shook with the agony in her heart. "Loki.. I-if I.. told you.. you wouldn't be the s-s-same.. She stuttered through her tears. She knew that, her brother was one of the few wolves who would most likely torture himself if he knew. Her entire frame shuddered with the strength of her turmoil, and she fought to control herself. A part of her wanted revenge on Loki for not saving her from those horrors, but it was a tiny part of her that was buried in her rage.

However, she was not named after the Goddess of anger for nothing, her fury was one of her strongest abilities, and she didn't always have control. As her hiccups of pain lessened, she murmured what she had sworn to keep secret. "Whenever you left for the night, back home, father would wake up in the middle of the night..." She began, tears streaming from her eyes, which were still squeezed shut. "He would rape me, Loki." She whispered, her hoarse lyrics hardly audible. Whenever her beloved brother would leave the den behind to sulk about his woes, which she had no problems with, her monster of a father would awaken when it suited him, and he would come over to her bed... She broke into fresh hysterics as she remembered the horrors, at least twice a week, that she had kept a secret. Hati had saved her, whether it was his intention or not, but Loki didn't need to know that part, not just yet...



"Speech"

like moving pictures in my head, for years and years they've played