ardent

I don't want another broken heart



Ares 1

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03-02-2014, 05:05 PM





She would stir. That was all he needed to see, to know, to be satisfied. She could do whatever it was she wished. She could beat him, she could walk away from him, she could yell at him and he would have happily accepted it. He felt so hollow, turbulent emotions storming roughly within him. He would watch as she stumbled back into herself, gorgeous aqueous eyes sliding open. She would focus upon his form and would be silent, as though still trying to register his presence. She would chip away at his obsidian heart as she pulled away from his grasp. He would take in a deep breath as he steeled himself for the rejection he deserved. He would not make a move to bring himself into a standing position, completely allowing her to control the whole meeting. He only worried that she needed water as badly, or worse than he.
Her words would sting, but he would make to move to deny it. He had no grand excuse, just that even more so now he could not beg to be in her presence. He didn't deserve to be there and he knew it.?"I don't deserve your company. Devya, I killed her. What's to say I won't hurt you?" his parent's death had shaken him, more so since he knew he had played a lead role in the event. He was a coward for running, he was inconsiderate for not even thinking to tell Devya he was going to be gone.?"I'm sorry I ran, after.." both fights. He ran with his tail between his legs twice when she most needed him. When all he had ever wanted was to be there for her. He wished he had breathed his last on that battlefield with them for all the pain he'd caused his love. His ears would fall back ashamedly as his gaze would avert, completely submissive to her and whatever she chose to do.?






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