Isolation
03-19-2014, 06:40 PM
This is an all welcome, but it is on Ebony lands so preferably Ebony wolves!
She was exhausted, working herself to the bone as often as she could since her encounter with Raisa on the lake where she had made a fool of herself once more. The Sola had made an effort to keep the stores stocked in case of any emergency, especially since Raisa was to deliver soon. Elsa had been doing everything and anything she could, even patrolling the borders. Although she met no disturbances [she was thankful for as much] she still felt like she had to do everything. She had no idea what drove the ambition to be a Master, nor did she have a sense as to why she wanted such a prestigious role. However, Elsa found that she wanted it more than she had ever wanted anything before that. Perhaps it was the undying loyalty and friendship she had promised to her queen that pushed to her do all this. Perhaps it was the need to prove that her parents did not break her, at least not completely. She had no idea. It was then and there that the Sola had collapsed by the water into a deep sleep that was far from peaceful. Elsa stood there prime and fit before the court from her former pack. She could see the distained look in their eyes and she knew exactly what it was about. "You need to learn to control yourself Elsa." Her father had told her in a stern voice. She was just 4 months old, she knew little of control and no wolf seemed to stick around to aid her. But suddenly, the floor fell out from underneath her and she stood there along the lake in a harsh winter that was beyond anything she had ever seen. There she stood as she saw the rest of Ebony cowering in fear. Elsa was confused, she had never done anything to strike such behavior in the wolves around her. Especially nothing to make them all look at her like she was a monster. Where was Raisa? She could talk them out of the silliness they had gone under. It was then that she noticed what they were all scared about. Raisa was a frozen statue sitting on the ice that coated the once cooling water source. She had frozen and killed Raisa. "No!" She cried out in horror of what she had done. "NO! Nonononono. This couldn't have happened. I can't do this. I'm not cursed. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Elsa awoke after two hours that felt like just a few minutes. She was shaking, sobbing and collapsed on the floor of the shore. It was the first of many nightmares that would plague her from her lack of sleep. She sat there as tremors racked her body and the sobs echoed onward. She could tell no one. They would probably think her crazy, delusional. She would, once again, have to keep it all to herself. "normal. talk. think. you" |