Deep Inside [M]

You?re no good for me

But baby I want you, I w a n t y o u

She had asked and he had given her what she wanted. The yearling's breath had quickened, and each movement that the male made quaked her entire being. She shuddered as he worked at her neck, closing her eyes at the gentle touch. Although gentle barely seemed to describe it anymore - his actions were sweet, but no longer did his caresses match the honey tones his voice held. There was something in them that was stronger, more harsh, more raw. And she wanted to know what it was - she wanted it badly.


He walked behind her and something within her sparked. Over her hammering heart there was a strike of fear. Yet it was too late to take it back, she couldn't, wouldn't back out of this now. She wanted to know, she wanted to be closer to this renegade male that somehow held rank within his own pack. This male who made her wonder whether ranks and packs and all of their inner workings were all there was to this world. He had made her think, made her wonder, question herself in a way that she never had before. She wanted more of him. More - she was selfish wasn't she? Greedy. She wanted to know this male inside and out.


And as soon as his front legs were on top of her, she knew that he would be inside of her.


It was as gentle as it could be - somewhere she knew. Nerves caught hold of her with the first sparks of pain - but those nerves bubbled into something smoother as he went, and the fire in her blood replaced the feeling to flee. This may not have been what she had in mind when she had pleaded, begged for more of him - but it had been her fault for being so wanton and not knowing what she had wanted to begin with. Her eyes slipped closed, and soft noises fell from her lips, broken sentences and gasps and moans that meant so much 'more!' 'wait.' 'please...' and in the end meant nothing at all.


-fade-


Afterward she basked in the glow as any other would. But where most couples had only love and passion between them, the yearling felt as if she had commited a crime. Blue eyes took in Gideon's face, his frame. He... he was beautiful and different and had given her everything she had wanted and more. "You certainly know how to treat a lady." She said, trying to be light hearted, but between her doubts and quiet panting the humor failed to make itself known. "Gideon..." She still... wanted more of him - and it was now starting to scare her because what else could she want from the male after what he had already done? "I should go." Her family they were close, they might start looking for her.


But she knew that the first place that she went wouldn't be home.


"Thank you, for everything." She said, forcing a smile. Trying not to panic. "Seracia, I must see it. Valhalla needs ties with other packs anyways." She was the beta, she would visit. Perhaps soon, perhaps weeks from now... "This won't be the last time we see each other." It wasn't supposed to come out like that - like a question. Like she was scared that he would disappear when it was her that was leaving. She didn't want this to be the last time that they met but... she wasn't sure what she would do if each time they met ended up like this.


She needed to speak with someone - perhaps Epiphron. Confiding in her sister had never been hard... but what if she told Syrinx? Or their father?


She had to go.


-exit Chrys unless stopped by Gideon-