A heavy dose of atmosphere

?had been there since she had woken up, trying to comfort her and keep her still. She wasn't fit to make the trip back to their den yet, but every day she spent within the confines of Erani's alcove the deeper she could feel herself being engulfed by the awful pain her missing heart caused her. She found herself continuously weeping for the tiny girl she'd only met within her dream. She was devastated her lavender eyes would never behold her beautiful form. She didn't want to sleep at night because all she would see we're horrendous nightmares that had her waking up in sweats. Erani was insistent about her health, being right next to her. Still she was loathe to accept the herbs or food given to her. She would regurgitate all that was given to her promptly. If by choice or not she was unsure, but it would begin to show soon enough. She wondered where Themisto had gotten off to, she had caught wind of his lingering scent within the den, she knew he had been there at some point. Had he seen Fern too? Sighing she would place her dainty head upon spent paws, she had too much time to think. To many thoughts centered around her stolen time, and not enough thoughts of future. She felt so dead inside she couldn't think of tomorrow, getting through today was difficult enough.?