May I Come Home?

*Imena* · 04-05-2014, 12:42 PM

Imena

She stood there frozen to the spot, watching him take one step at a time to be closer. She wanted to move away, wanted to rush to his side, she wasn't sure what she wanted. Memories they had shared flashed through her mind but ended in the memories of the many sleepless lonely night she had had since he left. The pain outweighed the good memories. She wanted to rip into him, shake him for all he had. How could he have done this to her! Why was he back? Why did he bother to search her out when after all he had left without a single word to her. Sky blue eyes grew cold and hard as she watched him. Hackles raised slowly, in defensive posture at him being closer. She thought of her past love, the betrayal she had felt, the since of never being loved, being outcast. No this time she could not, would not be crushed down by another male.

Cael's words hit her ears making them twitch, the only sign she was not fully frozen to the spot. Her lips lifted as a low growl rumbled and bubbled in her chest. How dare he cry and fall down before her apologizing! Her head lowered, chin tucking in, blue eyes blazing."How dare you think you can cry before me! I don't care for your stories and news! You left me without a single word, slipped away like a coward when my back was turned! You never went to our wedding!" Her snapped out angrily at him. Her head lifted back up as she looked down at him with anger. But she did not hate him, pissed beyond any level she had been yes. Her eyes burned with sorrow and longing. She wanted Cael back, her mate. But she couldn't trust him now. Not when he so easily had left her, who was to say it wouldn't happen again?

She snorted at him, tail raising. Long gone was the timid female he had first met. Yes she grieved, she harmed herself, but her confidence had grown. She knew her skills, knew her morals and where se stood."Stand up!Her bite out harshly. If he did she would stand there stiffly, holding herself back from touching him. No she could let him hurt her again and the only way she could was not to let him into her heart."Your den still is in the cave with me. Should you choose to stay there that's fine with me. If not.." She shrugged up her shoulders, looking away for the first time."You left me... you caused me such pain, I cant not forgive. I had no one to turn to! A screamed into the dark of the night, cold and alone without you. You were my light and when you were gone there was only darkness..' she said in a hushed voice. She gave her body a shake before slowly pawing her herbs back together in a pile. She didn't know if they could ever be together again, if they could heal and she could trust him again. But she was giving him another chance. But this would be his only one.

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