Lonliness Is Sickening To The Heart

Misha gave a half smile and looked up at the male known as Day, coughing a bit. She shuffled nervously and stared at her paws, awkwardly shuffling her paws into the dirt. She was horrible at socializing, speaking, and being in another wolfs company. Especially with males. Day had told her that she shouldn't be afraid, but she always secretly had to be afraid, on edge, nervous, and anxious. All because of her past relations with males. She had somewhat felt betrayed by her father that day when he didn't come back for weeks, but she knew it was the bear's fault. And her old mate Ahote had betrayed her with the fake feelings of love as well.. This woolf hadn't had any good past relationship with males, ever. Except with pups, because pups were harmless to the world.