She was a bit at a loss as of late. Five years old and she had little to no company to call her own. Alsander seemed to have lost interest in her, and for some reason that hurt her in ways that she hadn't been hurt before. Perhaps because she had truly believed that he was different? The little albino had failed to find Vi as well - the woman had all but vanished off of the island after she came across both she and Taurig all those weeks ago. After that, well, things had gotten more than a little fuzzy. She remembered falling, and wandering - but not where she had wandered too. Although she remembered the names and faces of the wolves that were most important to her, instances, memories with them were few and far in between. It was difficult to think at times, because she knew them, remembered them, but... things that had drifted to the far ends of her subconsciousness were now much clearer - it was as if her past had switched places with her present for the moment.
Where was Aiden? Where was the family that she had been searching for? Why weren't they here with her? It had been... years since she had started looking for them, since she was a yearling new to this vast continent and yet... she was still alone wasn't she? Magenta eyes would grow teary but a moment, before she lowered her head and meandered into a different direction. If she hadn't found them yet, she never would, would she? And who's fault was it but her own? She had all but abandoned them as of late, choosing to lose herself to the silence and search for and follow wolves that were not her kin. She was a Sovari but she knew little to nothing of the family, being so very sheltered when she was young and then leaving with her brothers only to lose them too.
Her thoughts were scattered, incredibly so - but she would keep traveling beneath the moonless night - the stars mapping the way for her above her head. She would travel West, for that was where Alsander was and... his company was always comforting. It was the only place she had to go - he was the only person who she knew would be there if she looked for him. Her brothers were nothing but a far off memory now. It only pained her now, because all of a sudden they weren't as far off in her jumbled mind as they should have been."Speech"
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