A heavy dose of atmosphere

He would not bring himself to look at her, his saddened features hidden from her as he slid further into his own misery. Had her heart been whole at that moment she knew that it would have broken into a hundred million pieces, but as it was her gaping heart hole would throb as sadness rolled off him in waves. She could do nothing, her limbs had fallen back under her uselessly and her muzzle would not be able to offer a comforting touch. Her own being so brutally abused that could not bring itself to heal on its own. She was completely powerless to help her friend, but would feel a pit open up within her stomach as his words would meet her ears. "what.. What are you saying Themisto?" her voice was small as she would beg his presence, she didn't think she could ever want someone beside her as much as she wanted him. Those captivating eyes and care free attitude had ensnared her. She wanted his smile and... She wanted his love. "I couldn't have made it this far with out you." what would she had done the day of her attack? Pulsus knew not how to heal her, and didn't he see how much better he made her feel? Fern would be on her mind for a long time, but his sunny face would work to burn away the fog of misery. She needed his presence.?