It's time to begin, isn't it?
04-17-2014, 05:13 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-17-2014, 05:14 PM by Madieke.)
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
She stood there waiting, holding her breath as he turned his purple gaze on her. She smiled softly as he called back and ran over to her. How good was it to see her brother again, and one her age. Something about older siblings just made them not understand her as well as Cru or someone else from the same litter. A siblings bond through and through. As he drew closer he would greet her with a rumbling laugh and a hug. She murmured agreement into his neck as they hug grew stronger. She felt so small compared to him. They had grown a lot over the seasons.
He would ask her to tell him everything and her body tensed up. Ice pale blue gaze drifted away as she pulled back slightly, looking away. Should she tell him the truth? Could she trust him not to tell the others? She would study his face for a moment before her jaws parted."Cru..you cant tell anyone. Swear it. I met someone I thought would be special..and he was. He made me realize how important I am, my worth in the world. I felt abandoned when I lost Twig and Jinxx. I followed him and we were never apart. Except one day..i went to look for herbs while he was sleeping. When I got back he attacked me. Out of fear though! But..Cru I get panic attacks."She said, her eyes glued to his paws. She had never told anyone of her panic attacks, never explained them. Jinxx had seen it once but that was it."Anything violent sends me into a blind panic attack. I cant see, only hear screams and wails of others being hurt, smell the thick tang of blood, the cold of death. I cant escape it, I cant do anything. Its..horrible.." Her voice dropped to a whisper, a shiver running down her spine.
"Speech"
He would ask her to tell him everything and her body tensed up. Ice pale blue gaze drifted away as she pulled back slightly, looking away. Should she tell him the truth? Could she trust him not to tell the others? She would study his face for a moment before her jaws parted."Cru..you cant tell anyone. Swear it. I met someone I thought would be special..and he was. He made me realize how important I am, my worth in the world. I felt abandoned when I lost Twig and Jinxx. I followed him and we were never apart. Except one day..i went to look for herbs while he was sleeping. When I got back he attacked me. Out of fear though! But..Cru I get panic attacks."She said, her eyes glued to his paws. She had never told anyone of her panic attacks, never explained them. Jinxx had seen it once but that was it."Anything violent sends me into a blind panic attack. I cant see, only hear screams and wails of others being hurt, smell the thick tang of blood, the cold of death. I cant escape it, I cant do anything. Its..horrible.." Her voice dropped to a whisper, a shiver running down her spine.
"Speech"
but that's alright, because I like the way it hurts