This crumbling world

She stood there trying to take in what he said about this Lunatik. She could remember mother, but not so much her death nor much of the aftermath of it. Why was there such a huge blank spot in her memories? Her eyes narrowed trying to figure it out but her head began to pound violently to the point the whined once and shook her head. She wanted to ask why, why could she not remember, why did it hurt so much to think about it? Why did her heart seemed to squeeze and her breath caught in the back of her throat? But she feared the answers, feared to know the dark truth that laid there somewhere. Slowly she had taken a few steps back, as if Jinxx would unleash some darkness on her and she was cringing away. She was too young to remember? But she somehow knew it was bad, that this Lunatik had killed her mother. Her ice blue eyes widened in alarm. And this guy was on the loos?



The presence of someone else being there watching them made her look around till she spotted Pulsus. He was back? She wasn't sure how she felt about him, she never got to know him really. Again the jealously boiled in her blood. Why was Twig so close to everyone and she wasn't? But she didn't greet him before Jinxx continued to talk. She turned back to him, ears laying flat."Yes..i really do feel like that. Every one of you have a special connection to each other, I have no one!"She would snap out on a low whisper. It truly was how she felt. The realization that dawned on her was that maybe this was partly her fault. Her family had always seen the walls she had put up. The pretty, flawless, crack free, fresh painted walls. They saw no issues among her, nothing but joy and a willing helpful paw. They did not know what brew inside those walls. She never let anyone see into it. Now though here her walls had been down. With a blink of her eyes one could see her mentally place those walls back up, her negative emotion vanished, her body straightened up and she stared steadily up at Jinxx.



Another noise had Angel turn to see Twig with Pulsus now and her tail gave a very soft little wag. At least they all seemed well. Turning yet again to Jinxx her voice came out smooth, light and normal."I never asked you to fill in those roles brother. No one did nor do we expect you to do so. Just being our brother is more than enough. I will join you Jinxx, but what, who is Valhalla? And what of the rest of our family?" Her attitude seemed to turn completely around from before.



"Speech"

but that's alright, because I like the way it hurts