It's time to begin, isn't it?

*Madieke* · 04-21-2014, 07:02 PM

Madieke

She knew many would not understand her reasoning, why she still loved Skoll. In part she couldn't really reason with herself on it. But deep down she could not deny the fact that she did. Yes he had hurt her, placed fear and darkness in her heart, had made her distance herself from her family. But he always showed her how to be independent, what it was like to be loved by someone outside the family if only for a moment, to dare to see more of the world without her family, and most of all to be her and cast away the walls she held so high around her family. She was able to be herself. But how could she explain it all to Cru?

She could feel his body tense up inside, but his touch around her grew so light she wondered if she was still being held in his embrace. She snuggled into his chest where her tears had soaked his fur. She wished he could understand, wished he could see things the way she did." Cru.. I know he did me wrong. But at the same time..he helped me grow alil. Something that none of the family could do. She paused as she leaned into him. For a long while she sat there, taken in his presence and pondering over things. His voice would draw her attention back to him and she frowned."I cant..i cant stand any kind of violence. To anyone, no matter how wrong they have done. It is not our decision on how they will be punished for it, but nature herself. Why most everyone think blood being spilled will solve things?" She would pulled back to look at him directly in the eyes.

Her question was like a challenge. Give her one good reason why someone should seek out revenge? Why blood needed to be shed? Why was that always the answer? Why couldn't they just let it go and move on like she was trying to do right now? Yes it hurt, more than she could ever image but she knew she would live and move on. That in time things would get better and the wound would heal up.

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