there's an albatross around your neck

He would give to her his name before she collapsed, but it had barely registered into her mind, but to muse over it for a moment with a feeling of recognistion and cast it aside for a later time. She had sunk to the earth, a sudden wave of memories had stormed her mind, too quickly for her to seperate and examine, she felt a wave of loss over most of those that flooded her. It was the memory of pups that took the biggest root within her now, that she was able to pause over and recall, their birth as still borns her feeling of regret and self hate for her failure to save them.


She had almost forgotten the brute was there, that there was sand beneath her paws and the sun upon her back. She was losing herself in the memory and the walls where rising inside of her again, threatning to push out her sanity and allow her the sweet bliss of insanity. But her name would push through her pain and ground her, and Altavro was there. She would look up at him, and he would ask her what he could do.


?I... I dont know. I feel like i've lost so much, sitting at the tip of my memory and evading me before I can examine it? she whispered, already wishing she had given in to the insanity, but her eyes would look up into his. He had stopped it, the insanity, and know what she was left with, this lose and sadness, that was all on him. ?Why did you stop me?? it was almost a moan.