ardent

Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sin



Alpine

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04-22-2014, 09:56 PM





He now felt so... tired, so empty. He felt emotionally beaten and exhausted, and as he looked at the wolf before him he felt sick in his stomach for what he was doing. He didn't even understand it himself, she was beautiful and sweet and perfect and he could remember how he had felt for her. Perhaps it was the time, and the distance and all the changes that had overcome him but as he looked at her he knew that well she as still so important to him he was not in love with her. He had never felt so terrible as he did in that moment, knowing that all this was his fault and every bit of pain in her was dealt upon by him.


The silence had stretched on, encasing his misery with its awkward implications before she filled the silence with his name. The tears still flowed from her lids, and again he ached to move forward and comfort her, but he knew that his presence was not welcome, that he was the one causing those tears. She seemed to steel herself, and as he watched something different overcame her and he knew that he had now changed her. The forced happiness in her tone broke him as she told him there was no changing. She seemed to have found her words, but he had utterly lost them. What could he say to that? To her? As she accepted it, steeled her heart and spoke words she intended to make it okay for him. for him! but he was the one breaking her. He was a terrible person, a nightmare and a monster, he did not deserve to stay in the sweet pack of Valhalla. Your free she told him and he closed his eyes, he had never felt less free, more grounded, and so utterly heavy with sorrow.


?I'm sorry, Lyric, i'm so sorry at how I've failed you? He couldn't bare it any longer, with a shaking breath he turned and ran, showing himself for the true coward he was.





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