To be honest now that she had her pups, Emer wasn't quite sure what she would do without them. For now they gave her a reason to fight past that awful dark cloud that had filled her mind, they would force her to find some sort of confidence because they needed her. She was still scared that she might let them down but she was at least acknowledging she had to do something about her problems now, rather than cowering away from everything. Valhalla was definitely helping her as well though, full of such kind and compassionate wolves, without them she knew she'd be even more of a failure to her children.
"Yes, Jinxx is my brother. All of us in the Black clan bare the cross marking. We've been trying to gather our missing family together for more than a season. Much happened in our birth pack to bring us here." How strange for such a rare mark to still find its way dominating the genes of this family one way or another. Her own appearance bore great similarity to her mother, though her colours slightly faded in comparison to the woman's vivid shades and her mother's eyes were green rather than the golden tone of Emer's. The natural tones of brown and the pattern in which they coloured her fur were hardly that distinguishing though really, there were surely others in the world that looked similar after all.
A part of her had been glad for a while that her family couldn't see her, they'd be able to see that they had been right all along, that she couldn't care for herself. Though she was perhaps heading towards the road for recovery, Emer wasn't sure she would ever try venture out into the world alone again now, not even to try find her way back to her family. Still she missed them dearly, and whilst she hated how she had doubted them when they were right all along, it would be wonderful for the rest of the Lasair family to meet the newest little additions.
"I owe a lot to him." Emer responded. Perhaps if she was still unable to go and see Jinxx herself at some point she could at least pass her thanks through his sister. "He was the one that brought me here." She didn't dare explain why he had needed to bring her here, why something that seemed like a relatively small task had actually saved her life and it seemed, the lives of her children as well.
