queen of the snowfall
04-26-2014, 02:29 PM
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nevermind that noise you heard I gazed at the white giantess with awe stricken lilac orbs. There was something about her appearance that seemed so familiar to me. Something about those pure white strands and that angel soft voice. That gentle demeanor. It reminded me of someone that I wished that I could forget. Oh how cruel the world was these days. I returned the she-wolf's smile with a weak one of my own. It was... an odd gesture for me to preform. I did not care to show politeness or any general pleasantness to anyone. I just simply did not care to, but the awful likeness of this wolf to another that was so dear to me infected my beating organ with something unknown. Something that I thought was lost long ago, so long that I did not even know how to describe it. "I suppose so." I answered quietly. "To the eyes, a beautiful sunny day may seem pleasant, but to the heart it may bring back sorrowful memories." My gaze had wandered to one of the crude paintings of the cave; my mind being pulled back into itself. The woman's movements brought my attention back to her; the soothing tones that came forth from her pale lips, capturing my nerves again and settling them back in their place. The answer to her sorrows baffled me. Sure I hadn't been one to take on a mate of my own, but for some brute to leave such a thing didn't seem like the smartest choice. The she-wolf held beauty and brawn, I had no doubt that she would spawn strong pups. What wolf wouldn't want that? Strong genetics were hard to find. "Well let me say that that mate of yours is a fool." My tone was stronger than before, emotion returning to my vocals. "He knows not of what he has left behind." I mimicked her posture to make it more comfortable while speaking; nerve wreaked hind legs plopped down, long due for a rest. Most of the time I wanted to be big and bad in the presences of others, but today.... today I wanted some peace of my own. Though I often wondered whether or not that was possible for someone like me. Was peace even obtainable for the twisted and wicked? Was it even an option? I really wasn't sure anymore. "I do hope my presence has not... disturbed your peace." I breathed quietly. My orbs trailed off onto the dimly lit cavern floor as the giant wolf questioned my own reasons for wandering to such a place. Honestly, I did not know how to answer. I had not chosen to come here, but it seemed that my mind wanted to punish me. It wanted me to remember something I did not care to acknowledge. "I... really don't know. Something inside me just... carried my legs this way. A force I was unable to control." My large skull lifted slightly and lost, lilac eyes stared off into the distance. ooc: it's ok, that happens to me sometimes too c: awe that sucks, but I'm glad to be able to be in a thread with her before that happened c: |