I'm Calling
04-28-2014, 04:04 PM
And I Know That I
I Sometimes Tend To Lose My Temper
And I Cross The Line
There was, for a small period of time, silence. Though the female did not hear her brother?s thoughts... She was sure she could feel them. Their hearts reaching out to one another. Calling. Even as Hati spoke she couldn?t help but feel the unspoken words, the unspoken desires of both brother and sister as they sat side by side. He wanted her to live a good life, and Akemi didn?t doubt this for a second. She knew her siblings cared for her, especially Hati, Baldur, Thor, Hodr, and even Fenrir... Perhaps even, somewhere deep inside, Loki and Weth cared for her too. As for Tyr, though she wasn?t particularly close to him, Akemi felt that he wished no ill will upon her... Just as she wished only the best for him.
The mention of her potential, had the topic been lighter, would have made it happier than it did. Any sort of praise, particularly from Hati, was beyond cherished. The girl would lower her gaze, struggling to find the words she wanted to say. They could still meet up... But... He had his own pack... What if their packs became enemies? What if, one day, she was going to have to face her own brother in battle? The thought that the others might even do the same, and the same fate be the outcome, unsettled the girl greatly. When all she wanted for them was happiness... Could it be... That fate might still turn them against each other?
More than anything she didn?t ever want to think about turning against Hati... About being restricted from seeing him because of their pack?s alliances... Her brother would speak on, and as he did so it only finalized Akemi?s decision. She would shake her head, fresh tears forming in her eyes as she threw herself back at Hati, clinging to him as if she was afraid he would disappear should she let go.
?...You know it?s not what either of us want though...? Her voice was quiet as she pressed against him, shivering with the amount of emotion that ran through her. ?They all have each other to turn to... Loki to Weth, Baldur to Thor...? Did Hati know Tyr was here...? ?...and in the end... It has always been me sticking by you... Even when everyone else told me not to... Even when you seemed cold... Distant... I still saw you as a hero... My big brother.? Akemi looked up to Hati now.
?...and that won?t ever change. I?ve always wanted to be just like you, Hati... Because where everyone else saw your faults and flaws I saw what was good in you. I can see you in a way no one else in our family can...? She would smile some. ?We... Kind of complete each other, don?t you think? Balance each other out and all that...? She was trying to smile, even if the tears wouldn?t stop falling. She knew her brother would prefer to see her happy. Akemi may have not always been the most observant... But the fact that Hati cared for her never went unnoticed.
?So even if we say we can still see each other... Even if you say that things will be fine... We both know it?s not what either of us want. I want to be by your side and you want me to come with you...? The girl would rest her head against Hati?s body, closing his eyes. ?So I don?t care what life throws at us... Who decides they don?t like us and becomes our enemies... I?m going to go with you, Hati. No matter what the future holds... I know I wouldn?t mind going through it as long as I can deal with it with you.?
"Speech"
The mention of her potential, had the topic been lighter, would have made it happier than it did. Any sort of praise, particularly from Hati, was beyond cherished. The girl would lower her gaze, struggling to find the words she wanted to say. They could still meet up... But... He had his own pack... What if their packs became enemies? What if, one day, she was going to have to face her own brother in battle? The thought that the others might even do the same, and the same fate be the outcome, unsettled the girl greatly. When all she wanted for them was happiness... Could it be... That fate might still turn them against each other?
More than anything she didn?t ever want to think about turning against Hati... About being restricted from seeing him because of their pack?s alliances... Her brother would speak on, and as he did so it only finalized Akemi?s decision. She would shake her head, fresh tears forming in her eyes as she threw herself back at Hati, clinging to him as if she was afraid he would disappear should she let go.
?...You know it?s not what either of us want though...? Her voice was quiet as she pressed against him, shivering with the amount of emotion that ran through her. ?They all have each other to turn to... Loki to Weth, Baldur to Thor...? Did Hati know Tyr was here...? ?...and in the end... It has always been me sticking by you... Even when everyone else told me not to... Even when you seemed cold... Distant... I still saw you as a hero... My big brother.? Akemi looked up to Hati now.
?...and that won?t ever change. I?ve always wanted to be just like you, Hati... Because where everyone else saw your faults and flaws I saw what was good in you. I can see you in a way no one else in our family can...? She would smile some. ?We... Kind of complete each other, don?t you think? Balance each other out and all that...? She was trying to smile, even if the tears wouldn?t stop falling. She knew her brother would prefer to see her happy. Akemi may have not always been the most observant... But the fact that Hati cared for her never went unnoticed.
?So even if we say we can still see each other... Even if you say that things will be fine... We both know it?s not what either of us want. I want to be by your side and you want me to come with you...? The girl would rest her head against Hati?s body, closing his eyes. ?So I don?t care what life throws at us... Who decides they don?t like us and becomes our enemies... I?m going to go with you, Hati. No matter what the future holds... I know I wouldn?t mind going through it as long as I can deal with it with you.?
"Speech"
I Know It Gets Hard Sometimes
But I Could Never Leave Your Side
No Matter What I Say
But I Could Never Leave Your Side
No Matter What I Say