Breaking free of these memories

*Madieke* · 05-04-2014, 09:11 PM

Madieke

It had been a few days since Jinxx had found her and spoke to her about Valhalla. She had been unsure, nervous about joining. And some small part was still waiting for Skoll to show up. But it seemed he would not be coming. As she stood on the border she looked over her shoulder as if waiting to see the white male appear. With a sigh she looked away and back to Valhalla. She still wasn't sure about this, but what else did she have? Skoll wasn't coming back. It was best she just forget those memories of him.

The cold autumn breeze tugged at her fur, pulling it this and that way. She shivered but not from the cold but the whirl of emotions inside her. She wished someone would show up, a face she knew and could trust. Part of her wanted family, but felt they might force an opinion of the pack onto her. She needed to see things for herself. But part of her liked being out here on her own. But if what Jinxx said about their older brother was true, then she wasn't safe. She could never defend herself, she knew something of it, that was if violence didn't always through her into a panic attack. She sighed heavily. Would she ever overcome those cursed attacks? It was becoming a problem now. She feared sleeping alone because more than half the time she was plagued with nightmares. Not nearly as bad as a panic attack but they could trigger one.

She wasn't sure if she should howl out. But seeing as no one had walked by yet, she could be sitting here all day waiting. Head tilted back and a soft call was sent out. She shifted nervously as she waited. She had no idea what she was going to say. She supposed it depended on who showed up.

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