This crumbling world
05-05-2014, 07:54 PM
She seemed to be in deep thought, the memories seemingly trying to flood backand yet, remaining elusive. He couldn't tell, but for a moment it seemed as if she had a look of hatred within herself for him. It made him cringe inside, to see that look. Was he really that bad of a brother that everyone hated him so much? Is that what being a good and protective brother entailed? If so, maybe he was better off...disappearing. She would turn on him, ears flattened and anger within her voice. She didn't understand. The reason why she wasn't close with anyone wasn't because of them, it was because of her. She always had the habit of closing everyone out, ever since they were younger. He didn't know why, but every time they tried...she would put up a defensive front. "You shouldn't feel that way, I've always tried to be there for you..." He murmured, unsure what else to say. You always pushed us away. The words echoed in his mind, painful to think, but truthful they were. He stared steadily at her, as slowly he would see a change within her. But as quickly as it had come, it was gone. She seemed to be calming again, but for how long? And did she hate him even more for trying to be there for her for the countless time? He was unsure about what to say at this point. He wished his Father was here, to help him out in this predicament. She would face him, telling him that he didn't have to fill both roles. That just being their brother was enough. But, if that were true...why didn't it feel like enough? He would try so hard to push it from his mind, but it would linger...always linger. [color=#000000"Valhalla is a friendly pack, mostly specializing in healing, and led by Erani, the lead healer. Everyone is kind, and everyone works together to keep each other safe. In a way, it reminds of our Clan...we all have each others backs, and...It's our safe haven, for now, until we can rebuild what we lost..."[/color] His gaze flickered briefly towards the pair that had arrived, his siblings Pulsus and Ashley, not too far away. He gave a motion to them to come closer, wondering if they had heard what was said. The hurt and pain in his eyes became masked, the boy replacing it with a facade of something unnamed. "Speech", Thought, "You" |