PARADISE IS SO FAR AWAY
05-07-2014, 09:20 PM
She was there... But wasn't she always here? Somewhere in the back of his mind she would forever linger and drift in limbo. He still wasn't sure how to react to this world, how to handle Secret and her words. He believed strongly in the afterlife but was this it? Could they still speak on occasion or was this all in his head? His mind painting pictures of scenarios and situations he had hoped for so long would happen. Conversations he had wanted so badly to have but never really gotten around to. Then everything had ended so abruptly and he had been left grasping at threads, trying to haul his small amount of sanity out of the darkness for so long. All because of her. She was his everything. She was his beginning and his end even if he refused to really say it. He had loved her in his own strange way. Not the same as Cat... But there had been something there... So when he say her tiny frame trembling in the distance he had been unable to stop himself from closing the distance. Massive paws pressing to the ground and go resting heavy indents as head lowered. He didn't know what this was but he wouldn't be surprised if she tried to attack him. He didn't catch her words at first so ears would swivel and strain to hear them. But he didn't need to. Her words were explosive and angry, holding their own life despite their content and for a moment he would pause, brows furrowing in confusion. No smile would touch his features today, he would study her carefully as she stood trembling a short distance from him. What was she talking about even? "Huh?" He asked. If this was truly a dream then who did he know who had died? Was she talking about Kaios? Was this her reacting to him telling her that her dear lover was dead last time they had met? Thinly concealed rage began to bubble and bristle beneath the surface as eyes narrowed. He had gone to sleep so happy and content and now what. She was here to ruin that for him? "What the fuck are you talking about Secret?" He asked despite the overwhelming urge to either attack her or turn and leave. WORDS HERE |