& i dream about you all the time
05-01-2013, 01:22 PM
A low laugh rumbled deep in his chest as Lovatt twitched his tail, "Habits can be broken," He spoke lightly, teasingly, enjoying the feelings that she brought forth in him. The happiness. The typically solemn creature had brightened, becoming happier at the appearance of Morgan. She had changed something fundamental within him. Made him something better. And it was an interesting thing. If he chose to dissect himself he would find small fissures healing, tiny cracks reworking themselves so that for the first time in many seasons, he felt whole once more. She was a glue holding him together, and despite the formality that hinted at a discomfort in his presence, he was truly happy. The reaction to her words was a complicated thing to explain. She would follow him? Would always follow him. The thought made him breath a little easier, "Good. Because I never want to lose you again." He spoke more seriously now, the joking tone vanishing as he looked her in the eye. "I will follow you wherever you go as well. Perhaps we can follow each other," It was a legitimate thought. And he meant it. Wherever she went, as long as she would have him, he would be there. And that was that. She had something to tell him, so Lovatt fell silent, his brown ears perked in her direction as she spoke softly, each word seeming to fall heavily from those perfect lips. "Oh, Morgan." He shook his head slightly, "How could I ever throw you away? No matter what your past says, no matter what you don't remember, I love you. It doesn't matter if you don't reciprocate it. It doesn't matter if you don't remember me. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. Your pups, I am sure, are beautiful. Like their mother. Some day, I would love to meet them." The paragraph came rushing from his maw like a dam had burst, and Lovatt shook his head, "I love you. You will never be worthless to me." Well, the cat was out of the bag now. But he couldn't handle the way that she looked away, like he was going to call her disgusting, like he was going to lash out at her for having a life outside of him. "If that makes things awkward, I am willing to leave. I will do whatever you desire of me." Speech, |