ardent

Forgive me my weakness



Crucifix

Loner

age
2 Years
gender
Male
gems
0
size
Large
build
posts
451
player
Glacier
05-20-2014, 01:39 AM




He didn't know how much time had passed, he was lost to the world, struggling to find himself and with each effort slipping ever further away. He could hear a rushing buzz by his ears that reminding him of waterfalls, felt the weightlessness that made him think of flying. The pack, and the world beyond fell away as he lost the fight to ground himself and the surging roar enveloped him.



The next thing he knew was his name, echoing into his paces of his cave. He groaned softly, willing the noise to go away and leave him to his sleep. It was relentless in its calling, growing louder and persistent around him Cru, Cru, Cru and with a jolt he came to, the last reminiscence of her call clinging to him as he recognised the voice of the speaker. He gasped softly, as all the pain flooded back in, and his eyes clung shut with the sticky tang of blood. ?..Vi?? he croaked out, surprised to find that well his head still hurt it didn't drown out his thoughts and conciousness. So, in the space that remained he struggled to put together what he could. He was sick, very sick like nothing that had ever happened to him before. He had no doubt that it would be contagious, through he couldn't for the life of him think where he could have gained it from. ?wait? he croaked out, worried that she would come in and risk herself. ?Sick.. bad.. catch.. no? he was rasping, the flood was coming back in, drowning him as he struggled to keep his sanity, to keep himself together. He despised himself for his weakness, held onto that anger and with it forced out another breath of sanity. He had to hold on, he couldn't lose himself, he simply could not. He feared that if he did he might not ever surface again.