In Disbelief, I Didn't Know (EBONY)
06-21-2014, 08:24 AM
Pain, was the only thing he felt. The unbearable pain, and suffering inside of his head and heart. Playing over and over again like a broken harp inside of his brain. There was nowhere left to turn, there was no one left. It had been okay after his mate died, he had been healing. And he had felt safe, but the indescribable feeling that coursed through his veins in those very moments was like a deadly plague worse than the one that had ravaged the land. Of course, he had to think of the pups, he had to. But his body wanted to shut down so rapidly. It wanted to curl into the darkest of caves and just shrivel into a husk until it was swept away by the midnight winds. These were all the things he felt as he thought of how Raisa was gone. How everything he trusted in had betrayed him, the universe, the world. It had let him down countless times, and he was no about to just let it have its way. He was done crying, he was done hurting. It was true.... there were no more tears left for him to cry. Hajime had turned bitter. He had made an oath on his blood to Ebony, and now he was determined to keep that oath. As Katja made her call, red orbs would open in a fluttering motion of his relaxed sleep. Children curled in and around him in five bundles of fur. So young, and yet they were lost, cursed, by his own blood. Hajime rose to his paws, feeling his muscles painfully move reminding him that he was alive unlike the others who had passed on without him. Passing over the children quietly like a ghost he found the woman with ease. Though made no attempt to say anything, he was silent and looked like he was about ready to rip the throats out of anyone who approached him. He was done trying to be nice. Only the souls of his children would know the kindness that was once Hajime Walker. He felt no need to explain himself to anyone anymore. He had tried being the good person, but that had gotten him nowhere. He had no place anymore, he could try to make one. But that was only if Katja would allow him to do so. Speech, |
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