Smile, it's the end of the world
06-28-2014, 11:30 PM
OOC: This takes place right after the Ebony meeting.
Stopping in her tracks, Sindri gazed at the structure her family called home. The densite was laid out before her and littered with painful memories. The scents of her mother and sister were heavy here. Her mind's eye painted memories onto the present: over there Raisa stood, smiling and watching as her children played, and near the entrance she stood guard as they began to explore. The pair of missing wolves appeared all over the place, occupied with various activities. Sindri blinked and just as suddenly as they appeared, they were gone. They were going to stay gone, she needed to come to terms with that. Part of her wanted to go after Raisa like her sister had, but most of her rejected the idea. Her mother had left her. Abandoned her. Obviously she didn't want her children or she'd have stayed. She needed to let Raisa go, just like she'd been let go. It just hurt so much. She couldn't picture life without her mom and yet she was living it. What hurt the most was the feeling of betrayal. Not just a betrayal of trust, but of love. Sindri felt so much love for her mother and she thought her mother felt the same...and yet she was gone. Taking a deep breath, Sindri held it for a couple of seconds and then let it out slowly. She repeated the process over and over until she calmed and her breathing steadied. Once she was through, the youngling howled for her siblings. Speaking - - Thinking |