I'm going back to the start
06-30-2014, 06:44 AM
| Satu |
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Satu still couldn't decide how she felt about all this. Maybe part of her still hoped that Iorwerth would magically change into the loving, heroic brother she had always imagined he would be. Part of her was relieved he was going, so she wouldn't have to keep putting the effort into a relationship that had been doomed since their father took him away. Most of her felt horribly guilty for both. She should love her brother no matter what, right? And she did... she just wasn't sure she wanted to spend time with him. "Are you going back to Seracia?" she asked, her voice more subdued than usual. She tried to ignore the cold formality of his words, his voice. There was something about Seracia that she felt was really, really important for him to know but she couldn't quite remember... "I could... I could go with you? I mean, just until you got to the border. Make sure you got there safely and everything?" She made the offer, but she knew he wouldn't accept. Iorwerth wanted to be with her far less than she wanted to be with him, and undoubtedly it would prick at his pride that he might need to be babysat, but... she made the offer anyway. He was family, and it was what she should do, right? And what was it she had needed to tell him about Seracia anyway? |