It all suddenly turned sour, but she knew it was all her fault. Did he hate her? would her own true friend turn against her? Her heart would quicken rapidly, the youth was a rather sensitive creature, and to hurt Drashiels feelings would truly brake her heart. He would suddenly change his mood, becoming more aggressive and dominating, a side she truly thought she'd never see. Her face would soften, perhaps in fear. Not of him, but the thought of actually loosing him. She couldnt. She would take a deep breath of fresh air, before taking a step back. " Ive wanted to leave for a long time now, Drashiel. Isardis took me in when i was on the verge of death, thats the reason i stayed for so long, because he was ruling and i looked up to him like no other." She would pause, looking upon his expression before continueing. " Im not abandoning you Drash, Im moving because i know ill be happier. " Would he understand? She would make a 5 hour trekk to see him each week if she had to. " Your not repulsive! Your far from it, you know you mean the world to me. right?" She did love him, and if he felt the same woudnt he want her to be happier? "You thought what?" She'd raise a brow, wishing to know. " I was ill, but that was months ago, but no, im not ill." Her small crown would lower, wishing not to see his handsome face, not when he's angry with her.
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