A battle of the mind.
05-09-2013, 11:09 AM
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Pain, torment, sorrow, something that Tikaani knew all to well. She had lost all that meant something to her, she was abandoned by the one she felt the safest with.Nothing will be the same and the female knew that, she knew that her life will change from now on. She knew that the past will never be fixed, and nothing she can do will make her forget about what had happened. Everyday felt like a year to the female, and her mind never seemed to rest, no matter what she did, it was always buzzing with thoughts. Thoughts of her family, the family that she knew won't return to her. IF by some mirical they did, well forgiveness is something that the female was not willing to do. It was a sunny day and life was going on as usual, everything was good and well. She watched the active birds, and rabbits, and all the other creatures that were running about. Tikaani laid down in the grass placing her head upon her front paws, she just laid there looking at the world. What was going on with her, why did she feel like she needed to run off a cliff. Her tail swayed violently as she laid there thinking about everything and anything. Nothing seemed to make since anymore, nothing. Tikaani closed her eyes and the image of her mother came to her mind, Even though others saw her as, well scary, she never did. To her, her mother was the sight of safety, hope, and love. Well she was then, now the sight of her sickened the female. Tikkani's eyes snapped open and she lunged to her feet. A growl bubbled up and out of her throat, ears pinned to her head fur bristled."That good for nothing, bitch just left me on my own. I know i was not a child at the time, i am aware of that, but she left me with little to no training. I have thought myself some, but that will not do in life. It just won't" Eyes narrowed and her fur bristled even more, her growls got deeper, Tikaani begun to pace. She was frustrated, hurt, confused, and most of all Ready to end it all. Tikaani calmed down a bit, she knew that killing her self would not make things better, she knew that if she did learn to trust another she would want to make life worth wild. Speech, |
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