slowly dying because of you

*Aldoro* · 08-06-2014, 12:08 PM

The man was now part of the dear pack in which Isardis had built himself. No, he had stolen the pack...tore the crown off a woman's head and called it his own. But...Aldoro didn't mind so much. About family. About love. None of it really mattered anymore. His heart had been squeezed and beat up so many times that nothing seemed to hurt anymore. Not even Six's death...nor his pups. His pups that didn't even get to see the world. They died within the womb of his dear wife- who was now up there with them. Watching over them. Someone would of had to watch them. But Aldoro cared less now. That was what such a cruel world could do to a sweetheart like him. Turn him into a simple monster...a black mass of nothing. Now he wished to fuck every woman he would get his arms around, and shed the blood of so many...
It was funny...to think about the old days. When a little innocent woman with a cross design on her shoulder got stuck between rocks. When Ebony wasn't even created yet...he had helped her. Joked with her. Became friends with the little thing. When he could of just left her there...or killed her, then fucked her. So many things that he had just let slip from his paws. Why? Why couldn't he just...be normal? But crave satisfaction and blood bathes at the same time? Aldoro, himself, didn't know what he was. All he knew was that he changed. And he changed dramatically. Like how a pup grows into an adult...and how quickly the years seem to go by. And it was all her fault.
The man would have definitely gone to the col again...but he felt the need to just walk. Walking was nice. And he didn't feel so sad and crazy when he did...he thought about his old life. His old happy self, so cheery and selfless. In the present, he could never remember such behavior. Always would that question pop into his head. "How could I have ever been so...innocent?" But it was practically wiped from his mind each time. And then he would instead...think about Six. Put an image in his mind to how his pups would of looked...how they would of shared they pair's looks and personalities. The thought of a little girl looking exactly like Six made him laugh...but it had always been something he wanted. A little girl.
Aldoro finally arrived at a beautiful little lake clearing. The soft grass was pretty tall...and there was a lot of water. Pretty, blue water. It felt heart-warming to be at a place so heavenly...all alone. It reminded him of Firefly lake. When Six and him made beautiful love. That night he felt like the luckiest man alive...but also the stupidest. The thought made him giggle to himself slyly, before he made his way through the tall grass and to the edge of the lake. Slowly then would he lean back on his torso...just to glance down into the water and stare into his reflection. The man hadn't seen himself in a while now...and just the image of himself before him made his eyes water and leak.
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