Broken Pasts and Broken Hearts
05-12-2013, 12:20 AM
Thaddeus Rogue watched her react to his confession to her, his admiration for her. Which her reaction was basically what he thought it was going to be, shock with a bit of panic. But what he had not foresee was her reaction after the shock and panic started to fad. As her voice filled the space that separated them his easy smile was wiped from his face. What replaced it was anger, anger like he had never felt before, not for the wolves that took his sister and mother, not when he had not be able to find Gargie, not when his own life had been in danger; no this was a new type of anger, that that would burn hot.
She saw herself as dirty, unclean, not fit for him. It was not her that he was mad at, she had spent years being told that she was not fit, that she was something worse then dirt. That was why he was angry, that was why his eyes flashed in a dangerous light. Those wolvens that put it in her mind that she was never good enough, they may have ruined the only chance Rogue had at companionship, and purpose; his chance to show her that life was good, even after everything she been through... They may not have spent much time together but he knew what he wanted, and he wanted to spend time with this wolf, more then he wanted his next breath, and those unknown wolvens may have made that impossible...
He flashed Ayala a dangerous look, his eyes flashing more green than blue. "Is that how you think of yourself, Ayala?" He started to pace, his fur standing up on end, he was restless, he just could not rap his mind around the thought that someone could do that to anyone, break them do so far that they lose all worth in them self. He wanted to, more than anything at this moment track down the scum bag that had dared done that to a lovely creature like Ayala. "You are wrong if it is. I have seen many wolves in my life, I have traveled far; and let me tell you something, I have never met a woman that deserved happiness more then you do." His eyes softened as he looked at her, her panic making him edgy, he wanted her to have contentment in her life; but most of all he wanted to be the one that gave it to her. "If anything Ayala, I do not deserve you; but I do not care, I know what I want and there is nothing you can say to change my mind; and I will have it." He was done worrying about spooking her, he was tired of waiting for her to make the first move. Ever since that first day he met her, he had never stopped thinking about her; about the haunted look in her eyes; about how she moved with such grace.
His eyes soften as he moved close to her, his breath hitting her face as he closed in. "Ayala, I have thought about you since we met a year ago, no matter where I went, I saw you, your beautiful crimson eyes." He looked at her, his green blue eyes glowing. He wanted to be the one to give her happiness more than anything, he wanted what his siblings have, he wanted her and a family. But most of all he wanted her to be free of the bonds her past have placed on her, wanted her to be free of the invisible shackles that still binds her. God, he just wants to see this woman every day of his life, he wants to see her smile shyly at him as he makes a cocky remark to his brother, as he plays with the pups of the pack. "Ayala, if you let it, the greatest thing in my life can be you." He eyed her intently, waiting for her reaction, he just hoped his impatience had not scared her away.
She saw herself as dirty, unclean, not fit for him. It was not her that he was mad at, she had spent years being told that she was not fit, that she was something worse then dirt. That was why he was angry, that was why his eyes flashed in a dangerous light. Those wolvens that put it in her mind that she was never good enough, they may have ruined the only chance Rogue had at companionship, and purpose; his chance to show her that life was good, even after everything she been through... They may not have spent much time together but he knew what he wanted, and he wanted to spend time with this wolf, more then he wanted his next breath, and those unknown wolvens may have made that impossible...
He flashed Ayala a dangerous look, his eyes flashing more green than blue. "Is that how you think of yourself, Ayala?" He started to pace, his fur standing up on end, he was restless, he just could not rap his mind around the thought that someone could do that to anyone, break them do so far that they lose all worth in them self. He wanted to, more than anything at this moment track down the scum bag that had dared done that to a lovely creature like Ayala. "You are wrong if it is. I have seen many wolves in my life, I have traveled far; and let me tell you something, I have never met a woman that deserved happiness more then you do." His eyes softened as he looked at her, her panic making him edgy, he wanted her to have contentment in her life; but most of all he wanted to be the one that gave it to her. "If anything Ayala, I do not deserve you; but I do not care, I know what I want and there is nothing you can say to change my mind; and I will have it." He was done worrying about spooking her, he was tired of waiting for her to make the first move. Ever since that first day he met her, he had never stopped thinking about her; about the haunted look in her eyes; about how she moved with such grace.
His eyes soften as he moved close to her, his breath hitting her face as he closed in. "Ayala, I have thought about you since we met a year ago, no matter where I went, I saw you, your beautiful crimson eyes." He looked at her, his green blue eyes glowing. He wanted to be the one to give her happiness more than anything, he wanted what his siblings have, he wanted her and a family. But most of all he wanted her to be free of the bonds her past have placed on her, wanted her to be free of the invisible shackles that still binds her. God, he just wants to see this woman every day of his life, he wants to see her smile shyly at him as he makes a cocky remark to his brother, as he plays with the pups of the pack. "Ayala, if you let it, the greatest thing in my life can be you." He eyed her intently, waiting for her reaction, he just hoped his impatience had not scared her away.