Mama?
05-12-2013, 03:50 PM
Gabriel |
His tears ceased there descent, his sniffling finally came to a halt. He didn't need his siblings, he didnt need his dad. he didn't mind being excluded from their day of fun. he let the bitter jealousy in his heart go. he didn't need it, he didn't want it. They could go on their adventures, they could go play in the grasses and the fields... he didn't need them. He relaxed folding into his moms embrace, a tiny black dot amongst a sea of white. he breathed her in like oxygen. He had his mommy. He didnt need the rest of them, her love was enough. He burrowed into her, pacified by his mama's words. Pacified, he accepted them, he wasn't jealous, nor was he angry, not anymore. "No mama... I don't wanna go with them. I would much rather stay here with you." His voice was calmer no, no heart-wrenching sobs, no heartache, just the gentle words as he recovered himself. He wasn't hated, he wasn't forgotten, he felt better, he let the happiness and warmth of his mothers embrace envelop him. Gabriel was at peace. "Could me and you go for a walk? Just the two of us? I love you mama, I miss you when you're not around... you will love me forever right? Cause I'll love you even after I grow up!" He licked her snout, soft pink tongue escaping him to bathe her, much happier, much more light hearted.
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