I hate you. I really love you, but this makes me hate you with all my hate-love.

I would like to use example three if possible!

NAME: Fendar - Russian name meaning "gift of God"

LITTER/FAMILY: LIZANNA XANILOV(F) x Aieric

GENDER: Male

AGE: 4 years old

SIZE: Extra large, maybe around 40 inches

PERSONALITY: Because of the trauma that he went through with the rebellion, Fendar hardly sleeps. Every time he closes his eyes he sees the horror that sits in his mind, haunting him every time his lids close. He usually forces himself to stay awake until he passes out from exhaustion, the blackness his only solitude. This makes Fen a little bit grumpy, since he is always going a few days without sleep. He tends to snap a bit easily, the smallest things seemed to set him off. But under all of that, he has a sweet heart. He loves to care for others and is very protective of those that grow close to him and can look past that spiky exterior. He loves pups, and seems to have endless patience with them. It can take a bit to get used to his rough exterior, but he has a galactic heart and will stand up for those he loves. He wants to see his family on the throne one day, but has no dreams of leading himself. He is more of the silent protector, he likes to sit and quietly observe everyone. After he has gotten a bit of sleep he is really calm, although a bit jumpy and gets easily defensive.

APPEARANCE: Fen is a large wolf, not having met a single one that is taller than he is. The base of his coat is a dusky-auburn, covering most of his body with the autumn riddled colour. Darker auburn taints his body, starting at the tip of his nose and stretching up his muzzle in blaze of sorts, fanning out over his skull and extending around the entire length of his neck. It comes around to his chest, creating a collar of sorts of the darker colour. It pulls down in between his shoulder blades before fading back to the lighter auburn. The bottom of his tail is very slightly darker, although not enough that it is too noticeable. This is not the only colour that stains his coat though, a more golden auburn adorns his body in small patches. His front left paw is coated in it, but only just past his ankle. His back left paw has the same lighter colouration, although it does not extend past his paw. On his front left leg, the patch extends from the top of his leg and over his shoulder, ending in almost bubble like marks. His back right leg has the lighter auburn starting from his toes, extending past his ankle before ending in the same bubble like fashion. It breaks before another patch appears, wrapping around his thigh, another bubble like patch on his lower back, just before his hips. The last touch of the lighter golden-auburn kisses around his heterochromatic eyes, wrapping around both of them. Fendar's left eye is a bright silver while his right eye is a bronze colour.

Fen has long, slender legs, a given with his height. His one silver eye can see very little, a scar crossing over the mostly unseeing orb. It is his battle scar from the rebellion, although it is not one that he showed with pride. Fendar is a bit bulky, a strong and power male to make the Xanilov family proud.

HISTORY: Fendar was two years old when the rebellion struck, and he refused to side with the wolves who attacked his family. He defended the royals the best that he could, although when the number of slaughtered started to rack up he grew desperate. He fought with all the rage that boiled within him, but it was to no avail. One of the wolves clawed over his left eye, half blinding the orb. It makes his vision a bit blurry, he often just closes the orb to be able to see a bit more clear. After that, he wasn't able to fight as strongly, and he knew that he needed to get away if he wanted to live. They had threatened his whole line, and he didn't wish to just give up. But it was either that, or die. So Fendar hid himself, able to escape his death.

HOW DO THEY FEEL ABOUT THE XANILOVS?: Allies yo <3

PLANS FOR THEM: He had stayed away after the rebellion, ashamed that he had run away after his injuries. Maybe he can go back to Ebony, hear about Raisa and go off looking for her? I would be more than willing to hear your input here.