don't i smell just fabulous today?

Being so close to him...feeling totally okay with crying in front of him like this...what was she feeling? A little piece of her heart kept trying to convince herself that it was love. It was that want and need for him to be close to her. But the other half was filtered with that uneasy fear and humiliation. When the pair first met, Wren was a flirtatious mess. And what she thought would turn him on became a horrid memory that she always has to remember...and that she can't seem to forget. Back then...it made her want to cry. Because she knew that he'd remain nervous around her. She'd think that every meeting they'd have would be awkward one. But no...that friendship that she desired and craved, turned into something completely different.
Because the awkward things gradually became completely transparent to her. And the humiliated emotions that filled her heart were drained like a cracked glass of water.
Wren felt herself collapsing now, collapsing right into him. She wasn't even thinking about her actions anymore. What was this? Just a pair of confused yearlings who knew very little of their own emotions? The woman felt the soft vibrations of the boy's chest as he pulled her closer and began to hum to her. To that single action, she felt her breathes grow softer...so that she could hear that small portion of his beautiful voice. Her ears relaxed against her head and she fought to collect herself...but it seemed to be as hard as standing with a missing forelimb. Why...did things have to be like this? One moment a confident girl who thought of herself strong. Now...an emotional cry baby?
"I'll do anything for you, Wren." She finally could make out what he said this time...for she had practically blocked out his previous words with her emotional thoughts and nonstop sobbing. The girl felt tired...almost sick to her stomach. Not because of what he said. Just because she had been crying so much. And these thoughts...these thoughts were filled with such pain. They were slowly tearing her apart. Wren exhaled a warm current of breath, shifting forward and trying her hardest to close any distant between them without completely knocking Bass over. Her eyelids rolled shut and she finally managed to calm herself. Silence.
But the next uneasy stutters that came from Bass immediately pushed her back into reality. Her heavy green eyes gazed into him, and she awaited his finish. Which...normally, most could predict. But Wren was too exhausted to even think straight. Finally, he breathed out barely audible words to finish his pervious mummers. "I love you too." The girl thought this had been a simple joke to light up the mood. But with her studying his face so seriously...she couldn't find once ounce of silliness or play upon his face.
Wren's body suddenly filled with heat. Of course, she didn't want to accidently take what he had said the wrong way...so he awaited his next words. And they all came so quickly like fish that pop up at the surfaces of lakes, but instantly flee without a second thought. Within moments of him finishing the girl played a weak smile and casually allowed him to pull her in to his heated chest once again. Her eyes rolled shut, but words fled from her lips instantly. "I guess you're right. We are young. But...words could never describe how much I care for you, and how much I love you."
She paused for a moment and opened her eyes, turning her gaze up to him with an easy smile. One that expressed much more than her previous one. "I know this is sudden for both of us...but I want to be with you, Bass. I want to be with you forever. Because...because if you ever disappeared, I wouldn't know what to do with myself. Every day I can't see you kills me inside..." She practically breathed out the words, reminding herself that she'd never regret saying them and that they all were completely sincere. But she decided to finish right there, leaning her head against his and shutting her eyes again. She wondered how he'd react...what he'd say.
"Speech"
'thoughts'