Feel my tears as they dry

Part of her wondered if she would ever get a moment to just breathe. It felt like one thing after another came slamming into her life. Conan leaving, Atlas leaving, getting knocked up, and now their home snatched away from them. She followed Helios and Natalya begrudgingly to this new place that they could temporarily call 'home'. With the stress of it all she wasn't feeling well and the trip here hadn't helped matters. She laid outside the den she had found for herself, trying her best to stay relaxed and keep from causing herself any more emotional or physical damage. She had only been here a solid day and already she had been woken up several times by cramps and pains in the middle of the night. They didn't seem to linger for very long, but the worry she had for her pups made her sick to her stomach. Her worry for them confused her since she hadn't wanted them to begin with. Her sides were swollen and she knew it would only be a few more weeks at most till they were born and yet when she thought about them, the nameless little pups inside her, she could only feel anxiety and something that bordered on fear. There was no joy, there was no excitement. Her eyes squeezed shut and she sucked in a breath as another small cramp squeezed her sides and she whined softly. What was wrong with her? She blinked over her silver gaze once again as it passed and she sighed unhappily. Oh gods, what had she done to deserve all of this?



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