Where do we stand
10-05-2014, 04:25 PM
Just having her this close to him was enough. He saw it in her gaze, heard it in her words. Nothing left his mouth, he just closed the tiny gap that separated them and clashed their bodies together. He needed to feel her, to devour her. His lips parted as he nipped the back of her neck, a rumble vibrating in his chest as he held her close to him. Heart pounded in his chest as he tried to keep his arousal at bay, now was the time to talk, that could wait until later. But he held her close for several more moments, afraid that if he let her go he would lose her forever. "Chryseis." He said again, her name falling from his lips once more in a delicate whisper. "I missed you too, I craved you from dawn 'til noon. I love you so, please don't let me go." His lyrics were softly spoken, as desperate as her eyes had been. He just needed to hear her say that he still mattered, that she still loved him even after all he did. He had been a terrible bastard, and had failed her more than once. He would not be surprised if she wanted to walk away, but by how she was acting he doubted that that would happen. Pulling back slightly he pressed a delicate kiss to her cheek, lingering for a moment longer before pulling back. His breathing was heavy as he tried to resist her toxic perfume, the very sight of her drove him mad. Eyes studied her, taking her all in. "This choice is not easy for me, to choose between you and my family. But the thought of leaving you tears me in two, I cannot say adieu." His voice cracked, and Apollo swallowed hard. "Do you want me here, do you still crave me near? I would have to abandon my name, yet I cannot avoid your flame. Like a moth I am pulled towards your light, but towards me to you feel spite?" His form was dragged up as he took in a large breath, blowing it out slowly. He had waited a long time to talk to her, perhaps too long indeed. If she was going to promise herself to him though, he would have to come to a final decision. He would need to talk to the Viking Queen and denounce his family name. Did the albino man even have it in him? |