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Orochi

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10-14-2014, 08:53 PM



Orochi's jaw tightened, why didn't he tell Laufey. Why didn't he? He only found out at the moment of his mothers death, and Katja's reaction had made him afraid. His father had hurt this woman, it was obvious to see, and now when she looked at them she was forced to see a man who had done her family wrong. He hated it, he didn't want Katja to look at him like that, he was afraid he would only cause harm to everyone. Laufey had finally been happy, finally had security in a pack, he didn't want that to go to ruin. His lip quivered and tears started to fall from his eyes, weak, he was weak from these obvious emotions the whole reason he had been so stoic was to hide them.
"When I asked Katja about Jaeger at the borders, she snapped at me, Jaeger was not a kind man from what I took from that. She looked infuriated and all I wanted to do was to make her feel better. I felt like every time she saw us she would see his face, and we would never be able to erase any pain he had done. You were finally happy Laufey, I was happy that you had found a home, a place to call home. I didn't want you thinking like I did, and...I....I didn't want Katja to look at me like I was Jaeger." he said clenching his paws into the dirt. He was just worried, inexperienced and worried. "I didn't want to break apart the little bit of family we had left, when what we had before, wasn't much of a family at all. Katja was providing us with all this, I just wanted to shut up and be useful." he locked his jaw after that trying to stop his tears. She said a family was build upon honesty, well he just poured his heart out. Hopefully he wouldn't be punished. In the past if he showed any concern for Laufey and Esti when he was with his mother, she would break his legs. By experience he shut his eyes like he was about to be struck as such.


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