Not exactly what I had in mind
10-21-2014, 09:08 PM
Levi watched Bass carefully. His ears flicked to his words, but he showed nothing of feeling sorry or being cowardice towards the scolding. Yes, a monster, that was exactly what he was. Maybe Bass didn't understand, but he didn't expect anyone to. As his tail made a flick behind him, his heart-rate still remained normal. If he had been sober, he would have gotten frustrated, snapped at Bass. This was how he controlled the sickness, this was how he saw the world. Because if he couldn't control it, he might as well be dead. His birth had been a mistake. "I've tried....tried to painfully hard to understand, to fathom how I'm different from everyone else. I'm only able to observe to mimic, if I could feel it I would wish it upon myself every second." His toes splayed out into the terrain as he stepped forward. His icy blue eyes widened and he shut them for a moment before his ears pinned to the back of his head. He clearly was a burden on Bass, and what bothered him was that he couldn't do anything about that. Opening them again he sighed. He would point out everything right about Bass life. "What is expected of me or not, this is who I am. You have a family, brothers, sisters, cousins, a mate, friends. They all care about you, no matter how many people leave Bass, those who care about you will always fill that hole. I have no one, I don't even have myself, I don't trust myself." his body turned suddenly. He didn't want to be here, he didn't want to stand there, trying to explain to Bass he had something very wrong with him and it was not something you could fix. It was not a choice, it was the way his biological genes had been designed. "If you see me again, rip my bones from my carcass. Or keep me as a prisoner but you will have to fight for that." he lowered his head. Before starting to walk. -Exit Levi unless stopped- "Speech" |