Rule number 2
10-27-2014, 08:59 PM
She stood there waiting and when his eyes finally found her's, she could not help but feel like the earth had slipped from under her. His words stumbled out of his mouth. She felt like someone had just rammed right into her gut. The air whooshed silently out of her lungs, head bending down towards her chest and eyes closing. A burning boiled in her blood, of sheer pain and loss, of pure anger. Her teeth clenched, lips twitching, did he just ask her not to hate him, to forgive him?! How could he not love her anymore? Did she do something wrong? Had she not understood him? She had thought he wanted to be a leader like her. To create a place, a family that they could protect and love together. When she did finally look up at him her eyes burned with anger but more in pain."When? When did you realize this? While I was gone, lost because of that damn storm? Was it because I couldn't get back to you soon enough? Was I not good enough for you?! Don't hate you! Quelt you are breaking my heart! You are all I have left here and your asking me not to hate you?! Go to hell Quelt! I came back here for you! I knew you needed me, or so I thought! No don't even answer, I don't want to hear it. I don't want the excuses, the reasons, nothing! Perhaps I should have done what my brother did, kept to the family, fall for a sibling, keep our line pure! Maybe we Aramada's are just too much for anyone to handle but our own flesh and blood! " She snarled up at him. Her fur was bristling, making her look twice her size. She was nothing but a pure firey spit of anger and raw painful emotions. Stepping back with a look like he had slapped her across the face, she shook her head. She had done everything to make sure he was okay, to make him happy, and to support him. She tried to keep her father from him, to keep him safe, had given up the freedom she relished to love him and be with him. Had sat there and help him raise another's pups. She felt like she was falling into a hole. She was loosing everything and everyone. She wasn't sure if she could handle it. "Speech" |