Laid up in bed with a broken heart
10-28-2014, 08:23 PM
Though he had given Gwena no verbal sign of his dedication he would realize the absolute devastation she would feel, as he would similarly. Though he was the betrayer the hurt was still there, the mistake an awful regret. He?d whisper his apology, knowing that it would never in a million years be enough. He?d realize then that he didn?t deserve the brilliant being before him. He was much too weak for her. Seemingly all the questions that had been swimming in his mind would find their answer. The reason he wasn?t the Aika?s guardian, the reason his father wasn?t part of the picture? Shai was just too weak. Physically and mentally his failures were immensely obvious. He wanted to look away from her, to run away and never return. For a moment he thought he?d might. He was already his own outcast, how big of a jump would totally leaving be? He wouldn?t though, he would stay. The massive wolf would finally stand, his head hanging close to the ground as he looked up at her. He didn?t know what to say. He?d done what he?d done, and he couldn?t change it now. Still the loss of her would be the worst. "I can?t do anything to make this better. I can?t do anything to make this right, and i know i?ve made the biggest mistake of my life." He?d whisper, emotions apparent within those quiet words. "It?s obvious I don?t deserve you," he?d feel tears well up in his eyes unexpectedly as he found he would mourn what could have been. |